Today, absolutely the most horrific, ghastly, awful thing happened.

I was driving to the local shops and had halted at a level crossing. Then someone stepped out in front of the train. Since the train was travelling at about 50mph the results were utterly catastrophic.

I still can't believe it. I'm upset. Really, really deeply shocked by what I saw (I'm squeamish at the best of times) and I cannot get the sight of the aftermath out of my mind.

Total, bloody carnage for yards and yards and yards.